Idk. im jsut kinda confused and out there.So im jsut going to sit here and type to my hearts content. I have two girls i care about. One that i love beyond imagination. Two that is like a sister. Adn a gay person for a brother (also my roomate kinda scary i know) and another guy who is like my brother (bc he is motherfuc**ing dan haha). Supposedly i have alot of people that care about me. But i beg to differ at times. I am nobody special. I ahve been to jail. I have hurt people. I have lied and stolen. I have (and prob will again) be homeless, i dont have a job, i have a short temper when it comes to people i care about, i hate guys, but i love all women (bc im more of an emotional guy and i liek to talk and hang out with women because they inderstand more without making judgements). Not to mention i am a guy, what guy doesnt like to chill with sexy women. But im nobody special. So why do people say they care about me. There is alot of people in my life that has helped me, and i have one person now (i wont say her name because i dont want people to start making assumptions but i will say i play KOC with her on facebook.) and i have no clue why. I am better off on my own, with nobody around me, nobody who can be effected by my stupid mistakes and cant be bothered by my insecurities and stupididty and just me in general. so why does all these people say they care??? what is so special about me? If you are reading this please tell me. and not on a relationship level either. iknow that already and i will always dissagree. i know of at least 30 people reading this on a daily basis bc i chill with all of you (and go figure you are all women lmao) so just tell me. you all have my number so text. or comment. but i want to know what is so good about me that you all actually give a sh*t about me. i am nobody special.
Now for 7 of you that are reading this. stop trying to have sex. i am only having sex with one person and that will never happen again because she isnt mine anymore. stop trying to date me because i am already married at heart. my heart belongs to one woman already and it always will. im sorry i love all you to death and i always will. but i wont love you on a relationship level. so get over it. im sorry. you will never have my heart. you can never mean as much to me or do as much for me as my old girlfriend did for me. its the truth so gete over it.
okay im done now. time to watch the boondock saints.
whitetiger
About Me
hey i cant even begin to explain wat makes you so special to me. its just so many things. ur an amazing guy. ur fun. ur funny. u do care about certain people and wen u do u care for them and are sweet and helpful to them. and no matter who it is when u care about someone u will protect them. we all have many flaws that drag us down. but sometimes people see through those crazy twisted flaws that make us nothing special and still care about us for reasons we cant explain. you make people laugh, and u know how to have fun. ur jus crazy in a fun way and you have a very sweet personality... even when u get shitty or make stupid mistakes... we know the sweet side of u and we love being around that.
ReplyDeletehey hun. u really want me to answer this... i don even kno wat to say its just everything about u. ur sweet u make me laugh wen someones upset u kno how to cheer people up. ur down to earth ur smart.. u see things that other people dont which can be a good thing. u know how to help people and talk to people when they have a problem. its easy to talk to u about things and come to u.
ReplyDeleteu are sweet with kids ive seen u around them. ur caring wen u want to be and i love love love ur sweet side. i love how u make me laugh. i love how u want to help people and protect the people u care about like sara with the whole nick situation. and others too. ur protective over the people u care about and thats a very good characteristic.
i love ur sensitive, sweet, fun, crazy, funny, protective personality. look im not just saying this stuff cuz of the relationship or anything. im saying it how it is. u are an amazing guy.
now relationship wise i mean hey i know how to deal with ur shit over and over and u deal with mine lol i see ur heart. and u kno me better then anyone. i love everything about u. ur whole personality. ur eyes. ur hair long or short ur still attractive lol. how u make me feel. ur smile. how u hold me. how u take care of me. ur voice and just everything. i fell for you and ever since i gave you my heart i cant stop loving u even if i try.
oh and about the whole relationship thing. come on. how many times do i have to tell you we will be together again one day. i promise u that.
okay. so i know who one of you is. but who the hell is the other??? lol. i have an idea because of how you worded everything but im not completely sure. so let me know please. hahaha and thanks britt. i love you and i always will.
ReplyDeleteI don't know if you get on this anymore... but I just found this blog again and read my comment.
ReplyDeleteI didn't know I said that... and I am sorry for broken promises...
but reading it again now... is like wow.